I'm not afraid of crying

I'm not afraid of crying

I just have no more tears left to cry

Or maybe that part of my soul really did die

I ache, my heart still breaks

I still feel the guilt and the pain, no

I'm not afraid of crying

I see you laugh and play

I see you look quizzically at me as I watch in pain

Maybe that part of my soul dud die

I see you nearly cry for me

It hurts like no gunshot or knife wound ever did

I'm not afraid of crying

While you laugh and play I die more each day

I have nothing left to cry, with which to water my soul

I'm not afraid of crying

Or maybe that part of my soul really did die