The air was still and quiet. Everything
in the world seemed to be holding its breath at the threat of the
coming snow. Temperatures had warmed up, as if something, somewhere,
was brave enough to poke its head out of its hole in an attempt to
gather food or to simply catch a breath of fresh air. Fresh air after
being trapped in stale, cold dirt holes and dens for weeks.
I had come out that afternoon to look
at the tree trunks that had been fell earlier in the fall. It was
warm enough for me to chunk those old bones into logs that I could
use to heat my house in the coming cold snap. Something strange hung
in the air, foreboding and ominous.
Physical work usually brought comfort.
There had always been peace in the sweat of hard work, but this time
it was strangely uncomfortable. Groundhog day had come and passed.
Shadow chasing had not ever been a matter of seasonal importance to
me. I had always looked for the red robin to come back as my sign for
spring.
You see, robins are messengers that
spring is afoot and that new life is about to come forth. A time of
celebration is at hand, indeed, when the robins are seen. Winter has
retreated with more certainty than any groundhog could ever tell us.
Certainly the robin is a warm and welcome thing to see in any story
near the end.
As I pick up and stack the pieces of
logs that now lay about the ground as so many scattered bones, there
is a sudden and heavy, loud flashing of wings followed closely by
branches complaining and straining under considerable weight. Looking
around I find the newcomers to my yard. I find them due to the light
glinting off of feathers. Oily black feathers reflecting white light
as if from the edges of long scythe-like blades.
A chill, a new chill ran down my spine
as I took stock of the coal black eyes of the coal black birds now
watching me. I could feel those eyes, devoid of feeling, piercing
into my soul as those two birds, my silent companions, watched me.
“What is it you two know that I
should?” I asked them, not expecting an answer. Recalling the
fields of the dead in Kosovo, again I asked my two dark messengers,
“What can you see coming that my stocking up heating wood cannot
prepare me for? Who is coming to visit?” Still, expecting no
answer, I looked to the two. Nothing, no answer from those two …
pffft, they're birds, just birds, right?
Right?
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